theres nice woods with me and all sorts

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WTF? Ketamine must be the most horrible thing I’ve EVER experienced. I simply don’t see how anyone could possibly find it even remotely pleasurable! Now it’s quite correct that many people find their first go at smack a bit of a let-down; if you have experience of any other opiate, you certainly will NOT. I’ve been using the stuff for about 35 years now, and can say that if you’re doing it for the first time, lots of things matter. Firstly, you must buy top quality gear. You don’t say what TYPE of heroin you bought. Was it #3 or #4? Did it originate in the Far East, South America, India, Pakistan, or Afghanistan? Where are you located? Where I live, we’ve hardly seen anything but Afghan gear since around 1982, previous to that it was mostly Thai white #4 “Double Globe” brand which was always as pure as you’ll ever see. Since about the middle of 2009, the purity and quality of 90% of what’s been available in Europe west of the Balkans has been the worst I’ve ever seen. You’ve really got to have the connection for anything better than, as you rightly say, shite.
Since the blighted harvest, it’s been getting cut so heavily that unless you DO know someone with a line to something coming straight here without passing through the commercial route, ie Kosovo – Bulgaria – Netherlands, preferably from Iranian or Pakistani sources, then guaranteed you’re not going to get much over 15%. Hardly enough to maintain a habit. Five or six years ago, the cops Forensic people assayed what I got busted with at 53% and that wasn’t even the best bit at the time. At least it was a viable recreation though. You’ll notice that a lot of old hands in their 40s & 50s like myself are now preferring to be prescribed our opiates, and only buy street smack when we know of bits from such sources. The preferred drug is obviously either oxycodone or hydromorphone, since the instant release capsules are perfect for insufflation. 40mg Oxynorm up the hooter is better by far than any of the commercial batches you’ll find now. If you live in the UK, you can’t get decent doses of instant hydromorph like 8mg Dilaudid or generic in the US – we’re stuck with a max of 2.6mg caps, and for the same hit as 40mg oxy you’d need six of those. The 16 & 24mg SR capsules would be great if they weren’t such a pain to get properly crushed. They’re better off plugged like MXL/MST/MSContin or Zomorph. Mind, best of all is the Oxynorm Concentrated Oral Solution, but try finding a doc to prescribe THAT and for God’s sake let me know which one!!!
I am actually very sorry that your first heroin didn’t live upto expectations, but really it’s the wrong time and place to be expecting anything decent at all.
I assure you that, given the proper sort of heroin, whether smoked brown stuff or (lucky Aussies & S. Africans!) the elusive ‘Real McCoy’ from the Golden Triangle of Thailand/Burma/Laos, you’d be much better off with pharmaceuticals, barring the now-rare opium flake, which the Iranian community seem to always have but are reluctant to share. You can always try for a script of heroin – the 100mg vials are brilliant. But British docs are more and more opiophobic now.
Damned shame, because I’ve tried about every drug possible from the old Drinamyl ‘black bombers’ through marijuana and freebase cocaine, MDMA, LSD when a tab actually had around 350mcg, yeah, the lot; and I assure you the very best and most enjoyable, euphoric of all drugs are opium and heroin. Without doubt.
It’s just sad that the real stuff’s virtually unobtainable, it looks like almost an entire generation are going to be deprived of the pleasure.
Try again when you CAN get real potent gear. You’ll never be saying that about (ugh) ketamine again! @HSB 461782 wrote:

K over that crap ever day.

Man I am so gutted you were not there 🙁