is it possible to get a bipolar high mixed up with an ecstasy trip????????
because in a way there both”breakthroughs”***Im really confused…….lol:you_crazy :crazy_diz

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the only peeps i act different round is my dad n his side of da fam.
every1 else im just me n at the end of da day if peeps dont like me den fuk em dont bova me

so you dont make minor changes to the way you talk when meeting a new crowd?

this question has been answered (it wasn’t hard). just read it. don’t reply with stupid comments

i was attempting to draw attention to somthing that alot of people do but are unaware of. cheers for that, big thumbs up

i’ve already replied to this but i’ll elaborate a bit maybe

i’m not very comfortable at all with meetin new people if there are more than 1 of them, its the whole “tell a shit joke and they look at each other funny” thing and much more. if it’s 1 person its soooooo much easier ‘cos your in the same boat innit

in terms of how confident i am with people i know… sorta. i joke about but wont often say wat i really mean in terms of politeness i spose – i’m not false, but at the same time i’ll talk to someone half-nicely even if i fucking hate them, i wont turn around and say “your a prick mate” unless they have done a specific thing to deserve it.

overall i’m not that confident. the prospect of meetin new people is one i am both lookin forward to and greatly dreadin, paranoia of makin a prick outta myself. well, i’ll find out at the meet-up innit!!!

raaa

wot do peeps do dat there unaware of?
wen i read it i was like wot da fuck!!! but now i dont fink ya meant it in a bad way

imo your only your own perseption of your self infront of other ppl … depending on ego … i meen if you are very egotistical then you are compleatly makeing the person belive that that is you (the you that you would like to think you are)… where as if your the other extreme very un-egotistical then your will portray your self diferantly …. regardless to who you realy are… what im trying to say i think is that even if you want to be you compleat self infront of some one you can only give across as much as you alow ..eg. if you with drawn then you wont give any thing away .. and if your out going then you will give everything away … but i have been through both fazes several times in my life and the persona i make out to be with ppl even very close ppl seems to not be my exact stream of thoughts … there for i guess im not being my self … i once saw a graff sketch that had a gas masked dude and the thought bubble “the only true free space i have is the few cm2 inside my head” and that rang true for me….

Totally. I dont even know who myself is anymore. I think what it is is just Shapes and Energies and conjest with eachother to form patterns. and How words are used are just vibrations of that Shape that we energize With. The only way i know who myself is is if curl up into a fetus position and squeeze myself tightly.

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you wot?
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Bahahahah what?! lillou there is no such thing as madness just different degree’s of normallity 😛 Im gonna curl up into a ball now because im not myself

uh. you confused me but i get the jist but wot you said meant knowin dat ur changin urself to fit in(yer?)but da ova 1 dat quoted me said summat bout tryin to point out summat ppl do wivout noin

:laugh_at:ive completely confused myself ent i!
fuk it! correct me if im wrong:oh_god::lol_fast: