How Often?

This topic has 12 replies, 9 voices, and was last updated September 21, 2011 at 4:13 am by BlakeBaltimore.

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September 19, 2011 at 2:42 am #1051573
p0ly
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Do you feel like killing yourself or did in the past.

I’ve read a lot of philosophy recently and i’m not afraid of death at all, just intense pain and suffering before death.

I feel like killing myself just for the sheer interest in the other side and being released from this cage body and stupid world full of expectations and hatred.
September 19, 2011 at 5:52 am #1245112
sinner69
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Why not study things to make your life more worth living? I have lost too many friends to suicide to think the subject is interesting except in art. Its ok to be settled with the fact that no one is getting out of here alive, death is a part of life either we want it or not, but spending time thinking about or studying suicide is a waste of time and life.
September 19, 2011 at 8:30 am #1245113
Raj
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Make a choice poly – its up to you as its up to each of us individually at the end of the day.

I have made my choice and I am still here despite overwhelming odds. Its my mission to enjoy life, cherish my loved ones and make the world a better place while I am here in whatever little ways I can find. When I am dead is not something I waste time speculating on – I will worry about that once I am dead.
September 19, 2011 at 9:00 am #1245111
Anonymous
I enjoy life now but I did spend most of my teenage and adult life with serious depression and made numerous attempts at taking my own life.

I cannot recommend highly enough that you stop taking drugs and work hard to get your life where you want it to be and give you a good future. Worried about you mate.
September 19, 2011 at 12:26 pm #1245116
p0ly
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lol i didn’t study suicide i studied uplifting philosophy which made me feel much better. i’m a pretty happy person i wouldn’t worry this is just a thought and i was interested… whatever guys i’ll go other forums might get a less judgmental answer.
September 19, 2011 at 12:53 pm #1245120
Lt Luna
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I can’t help but have an unhealthy obsession with death.

I don’t believe there is another side. I believe when I die that is it.
September 19, 2011 at 1:59 pm #1245122
BlakeBaltimore
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@p0ly 451745 wrote:

whatever guys i’ll go other forums might get a less judgmental answer.

I don’t know if their responses really got to you or not but, what did you expect from a topic like this? You have obviously been in this forum for quite some time and a lot people apparently know you personally. It is natural for them to react this way. Did you ever take the time to consider that you might be offending someone by caully bringing up the thought of suicide? Not me though… I’m just saying.

carry on
September 19, 2011 at 2:03 pm #1245117
p0ly
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i can make a thread on anything which comes to my mind, last night it happened to be death. is it really such a big problem, if the people really know me i’m sure they know i’m not gonna jump off a bridge.
September 19, 2011 at 2:06 pm #1245115
DaftFader
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I thought this post had more to do with Gaz’s state of mind then polys tbh. If my best mate had just cut himself up, I’d be interested in knowing as much as i can about the subject to see if i could help him, or at least understand what he was going through.
September 19, 2011 at 2:20 pm #1245119
wickle
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do you want to become just another statistic p0ly? do something with your life and prove all of the wankers wrong!!
September 19, 2011 at 2:24 pm #1245118
p0ly
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@JamZandwich 451786 wrote:

do you want to become just another statistic p0ly? do something with your life and prove all of the wankers wrong!!

the thread was a question your input again not what i was hoping for. i don’t need to prove anyone right or wrong it’s superfluous i only need to prove to myself what i want from life…. that might be death? who’s it to anyone to tell me how to live 🙂
September 19, 2011 at 6:27 pm #1245114
Tank Girl
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@p0ly 451686 wrote:

Do you feel like killing yourself or did in the past.

I’ve never wanted to kill myself
I have been angry, fucked off at life and other people but never planned / thought / fantasied about suicide ever,
I did think and plan how to run away from family / my situation at the time when younger, but never took any action

I guess I have self harmed with substance use, making crazy and dangerous decisions, and putting myself in risky situations (perhaps not realising at the time but on reflection or realising how fucking stupid I’ve been when reflecting as Ive got older) but I’ve never cut or burnt myself etc.

I am defo up for suicide if I had an illness such as dementia and would loose my dignity, and shit and piss myself etc though
September 21, 2011 at 4:13 am #1245121
manaman
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Im drunk, but i’ll say this;
Look at how you behave to others, we are one mind, smile, and be good and they will smile back
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