hey peeps,
i’ve started posting here quite often so i thought it i’d introduce myself rather than just posting into the void. seems like it is the same few posting regularly so ‘hi’ to you.
i’m michael. i started posting on here to learn about rc’s, but found i got lured in and am now posting wherever.
why post on forums? … well umm… i guess i feel like this is the type of place where i may find people similar to me. if i’m honest (why not a?… lol) i’m a bit lonely. i split up with my girlfriend of 5 years from israel recently. i used to travel all the time but thats over now, i feel like i’ve suddenly woken up from a sleepy relationship and life has passed on a bit; friends getting married etc (oh no i can feel a small violin coming on :s ), i gave up smoking weed/cigarettes and i find these days tv and other entertainment numbing. i suffered a distressing bereavement recently that truly broke my heart and i just like feeling some sense of human interaction… i’m used to talking a lot and in my life there is much silence now and it’s challenging.
i’m a psytrance guy predominantly in ‘dance’ but i love many types of music. i’m a composer/ musician, writing bits and bobs to make small time cash and am now working on making a live outfit to go play some gigs and feel alive this spring.
i see myself as a positive person. i’m a quiet people person. i have faith in humanity, little in religion. i try to look forwards and help people. i’m not normal and amen to that. for me life is about experience. i’m not saving for the future but i like to feel like i’m taking care in body and mind and feel like i’m making all my decisions. the time is now. tomorrow will only interest me when it is today. i’m willing to show my weaknesses and frailty especially if i can help someone through this, and i have lots of both. i get enjoyment from feeling connection to people and to the life.
i’m thinking it might even be nice to make some friends… or at least learn a bit and find a cool party to go to.
thats about it for now
peace
