I’m gonna have a lay down and try to forget everything. I understand exactly what you mean though pat> I’m not going for the sympathy thing, in fact I consider myself lucky I can walk, breath and all them good things daily. I normally laugh at people who think they are hard done by because something silly has effected them. But I have just about reached my limit in my currant situation. Something’s gotta give. I would attempt to explain but everyone would probably fall asleep or loose interest, so I will leave it at this: Everyone is expecting me to be 24/7 on call, have my private life available to read like the daily newspaper, allow people to interfere with anything that goes on, collect job application forms for me and tell me “well it’s a job” if I decline to go after it, and constantly have to give up arguments because I lack the necessary shouting skills and round about argument endurance to win. I have clearly had enough and I don’t even think anyone has noticed. XD Jeeeeeez what a load of codswallop. Maybe this is some sort of psychological karma punishment. Hmmmmm maybe.