yes m8, i was heavily abusing alcohol,antidepressants and mushies. i was young n very VERY stupid. really not proud of myself looking back,but you can’t change the past unfortunately.

i try to be a lot more carefull these days with dosages n what stuff taken etc. also no longer suffer psychosis nearly as much because i kind of developed a means of shutting it out, just out of necessity really.

but yeah if something could be suggested to me thats regarded as cleaner than nrg 3 would be great, coz i’m no longer depressed n don’t feel the urge to self destruct anymore. just no trippy ones plz coz thats probly tempting fate i think