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    Anonymous

      how did it go?

      #1236404
      Gylfi Gudbjornsson
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        I have attempted it, a few too many times then i care to remember.

        #1236373
        Anonymous

          @nn-Gazatryptamine 424776 wrote:

          I have attempted it, a few too many times then i care to remember.

          a club we are both members of

          #1236405
          Gylfi Gudbjornsson
          Participant

            yep

            #1236393
            p0ly
            Participant

              Nope, need a gun for that sort of thing!! too scared to fail and then be worse off… or even worse completely unable to finish myself off cos i’m paralyzed or something like that.

              #1236406
              Gylfi Gudbjornsson
              Participant

                for ages when i was in about year 10-11, i had really long hair, never tied it back cause i had rope burns.

                your the only person i’ve ever told that

                #1236374
                Anonymous

                  @p0ly 424783 wrote:

                  Nope, need a gun for that sort of thing!! too scared to fail and then be worse off… or even worse completely unable to finish myself off cos i’m paralyzed or something like that.

                  a gun is no certainity

                  #1236375
                  Anonymous

                    @nn-Gazatryptamine 424784 wrote:

                    for ages when i was in about year 10-11, i had really long hair, never tied it back cause i had rope burns.

                    your the only person i’ve ever told that

                    but you changed your mind?

                    #1236394
                    p0ly
                    Participant

                      @extraslim 424785 wrote:

                      a gun is no certainity

                      A shotgun in the mouth aimed up at my brain? sounds like a fucking certainty to me.

                      #1236376
                      Anonymous

                        @p0ly 424788 wrote:

                        A shotgun in the mouth aimed up at my brain? sounds like a fucking certainty to me.

                        you would be surprised but yes i would guess you would have to be damn unlucky

                        #1236395
                        p0ly
                        Participant

                          And my other one which was gun to the head while sitting on the edge of a high drop so when i shoot myself i have to survive a fall and a gun shot to the head.

                          that is certain no doubt in my mind.

                          #1236382
                          sinner69
                          Participant

                            you have started a ‘happy’ thread as I understand….

                            #1236402
                            Clusterfrog
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                              heh

                              #1236407
                              Gylfi Gudbjornsson
                              Participant

                                @extraslim 424786 wrote:

                                but you changed your mind?

                                yeah just thought about my family, and was it fair ln them.

                                #1236377
                                Anonymous

                                  @nn-Gazatryptamine 424795 wrote:

                                  yeah just thought about my family, and was it fair ln them.

                                  ah yes, family

                                  #1236408
                                  Gylfi Gudbjornsson
                                  Participant

                                    but its not say its not in the back of my mind, just its more apparent when i’m genuinely upset and so so sick of everything, but, my mum she hooks me up when i get like that, 3-4 diazepam, pile of trammies and 1-2 happy pills. I prefer mixing them simply cause i get in such a mess (from meds &emotion) it knocks me for ghe 10 count, by the time i’m awake i can’t remember why i was so upset and, you know

                                    #1236378
                                    Anonymous

                                      @nn-Gazatryptamine 424798 wrote:

                                      but its not say its not in the back of my mind, just its more apparent when i’m genuinely upset and so so sick of everything, but, my mum she hooks me up when i get like that, 3-4 diazepam, pile of trammies and 1-2 happy pills. I prefer mixing them simply cause i get in such a mess (from meds &emotion) it knocks me for ghe 10 count, by the time i’m awake i can’t remember why i was so upset and, you know

                                      least u get free drugs

                                      #1236409
                                      Gylfi Gudbjornsson
                                      Participant

                                        but thats not the point, ok there free and i do bosh the pharmaceuticals, but it the fact my mum does it for me, and she learnt from sending me to a depression clinic that no matter what i will/would not co-operate with them, cause the way i saw it was, they spent 4 years at uni, to help those in need, have many of them been in that situation?
                                        thankfully, *touches wood* i don’t lapse back to those times

                                        #1236389
                                        process
                                        Participant

                                          no, i have never tried to, but i have actually thought about it at least a few times at least semi seriously in my life. It is not the answer and is a permanent end to some of lifes many problems, which all though how they look on the face of things are not actually permanant in life. All things pass, even this period of depression or ill health will to pass, you will be happy again, just have faith in that if even you can find no faith in anything else. If you ever need anyone to speak to then just send me a pm mate, you have friends and people that care for and love you. Be strong and i hope you are able to receive the support that you need at this moment. :love:

                                          #1236390
                                          Southcaver
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                                            @p0ly 424788 wrote:

                                            A shotgun in the mouth aimed up at my brain? sounds like a fucking certainty to me.

                                            Bloke round here did that and blew half his face off, survived and walked half a mile to a barn and hung himself:crazy_diz

                                            #1236410
                                            Gylfi Gudbjornsson
                                            Participant

                                              dude, too much. i know exactly what that would look like….*shudders

                                              #1236380
                                              General Lighting
                                              Moderator

                                                @Southcaver 424814 wrote:

                                                Bloke round here did that and blew half his face off, survived and walked half a mile to a barn and hung himself:crazy_diz

                                                Its a myth perpetuated by films and TV (even in USA where you’d think they’d be more realistic) that people get shot and drop down dead straight away.

                                                One reason that Yanks love guns so much for “defense” purposes is because even if someone is fatally wounded if they are good shot they still have enough time left to kill their enemy with their last bit of life, so both familes lose out in a gun battle.

                                                This is called “mutually assured destruction” and is the main rationale behind US gun culture (as the presence of an armed defender is supposed to deter an attacker) and is also a major aspect of their military/foreign doctrine.

                                                #1236379
                                                Anonymous

                                                  i never tried it for the same reasons as p0ly, and i couldn’t leave my little brother without a big sister to beat him up. and things haven’t ever really been quite that bad tbh and i have so much faith in love. but it makes me sad that anyone could ever feel so low that they wouldn’t want to live anymore. makes me wanna give the world a big harriet huuuuuuug.

                                                  #1236391
                                                  GiantMidget
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                                                    Never attempted it. thought about it during one of my really severe drone comedowns once but then smacked myself in the face for thinking such a stupid thought.

                                                    Would never kill myself though, doesn’t matter how bad things got. There’s too much shit in this world I’ve yet to see.

                                                    #1236411
                                                    Gylfi Gudbjornsson
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                                                      never had it from come downs, just general shit getting me down

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