@vincentx90 345436 wrote:

i’m mentally dying through lack of smoke

112th day of withdrawals from opioids…..

i need help, i’m drinking and taking sleeping pills in desperation

i ain’t in a good way

death hath lost it’s sting…

😥

Keep it up Vincent, be strong and have faith in yourself..

you can do this :group_hug :love:

we are all you family :group_hug:

and we will come with open arms and comfy sofas when you feel it 🙂

think a lot of people in your position feel that :group_hug

how are you today?

@vincentx90 345528 wrote:

My ear infection is in full swing causing a lot of discomfort and general flu-like feeling.

Sorry to hear that, ear infections are a bitch :group_hug

I’m coming to terms with the situation with my brother. I called the kent mental health team and chatted to someone about it. What she said did make sense. Although, problem with my brother is that he never accepts that I have Aspergers and that it affects the way I talk/communicate. He always chooses to distrust me. I think he is paranoid and it is his problem not mine.

It can be hard for siblings finding out and accepting their brother/sister is sick, can sometimes lead to jealousy because the “sick” brother/sister get more attention than him/her-self, and that can be hard to understand, because their brother or sister is the same as before but now have a diagnose to why they are the way they are…. Not sure if it makes sense but that was the way my daughter acted when one of my twins were diagnosed with ADHD and we had to change everything for his sake to try and have a “normal” family life.

Still, I’m starting to turn it into a positive experience by learning from it.

Good :group_hug

Withdrawals are ‘mild’ these days but still bloody distressing. The numbness and disinterest in everything is enough to drive one insane. The only drug that helps is occasional THC when things get too depressingly numb. It takes me away from it all for an hour or two and reminds me life is ok.

You can do without if you have to.. try and be strong :group_hug

If I don’t get some ‘meds’ soon I’m gonna end up on the psychiatric ward again.

Will that be good or bad?
I know it’s a strange question but sometimes hospitals are the only places that can really help you

I knocked myself out with so many sleepers and seroquel last night that I can’t even remember what I took. In fact, I can’t remember much at all from last night.

Be careful please :group_hug

I’m tempted to take a handful more of seroquel and sleepers this morning and just knock myself out again. I’m stuck indoors with this ear infection so I can’t even get out and distract myself from the mental anguish of withdrawals.

Be strong :love:

Man, I just need weed. Weed really would solve all these problems right now.

Drugs don’t solve any problems :hopeless:

I’ll probably end up going to the rougher side of town to try and score, then run the risk of being ripped off because no one knows me or mugged or some kind of unpleasant hassle…

Please don’t Vincent, in the long run it’s not worth it :group_hug

I know 🙁

Please just take care of yourself, okay :love:

sorry to hear about ur struggle, you do not ‘need’ weed at all. i know it helps but you need to try to rid yourself of an altered concious