Hi honey…your not alone, big hug..x
i too face similar kinda thing, none of my old freinds from my hometown are into clothes, the music im into,same outlook even.
i’ve outgrew them, facing that was one of the tuffest fazes of my life…

i stopped smoking all together, a couple of yrs ago, my so called mates stopped coming round to visit, …
it was the hardest thing stopping smoking weed and realsing that these so called mates were only happy when i was in a rut with them…

when i broke away, changed careers,got wed, met a good man you would have thought they would have been happy for me , but no, just jealous, cos it made them look at their lives, and little they had without changing themselves.

I m stronger than that, ive been thru so much, and i did change, i used to hate my own company a few yrs ago, but its something i ve got used to over time, my family werent much help, my mother was a bitch to me, so i fuked all them off too, wish i d done it sooner…they were dragging me down , being negative…not sharing my dreams of a better life
i know now that they are the ones with the problem…i dont need to change and when i did, it was for me, not them…
We get one shot at life, the people we grow up with are not nessaserily the ones we will always hang with….be true to yourself and do what you want to do, if you want to make changes to feel better about yourself theres only you can do it …
i moved away, end of last yr, i got the chance for a whole new start, it was scary but i did it, and you know it was the best thing i did , im a work in progress, i havent finished with me yet ha !… i want to live abroad and im sure i’ll get there…im on the UP
Fuk anyone who looks at you twice, they are prob jealous cos they darent stand out from the norm ! and who wants to be norm,its sooo boring
i live in a small town now and boy do they gawp at me when i walk down the street , but i just hold my head up….hehee
i dont fit in round here, but its a step up to where i was living before, and im moving foreward living my life simple like i want it…
Remember the greatest people of this earth,the genuis s, the ones who stood out in history, thought different, but didnt give a shit,they stood by what they felt to be right… take inspiration from them ….
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tell me about it girlfreind lol… and hey if you need to talk , im here pm me xx
keep yer chin up…! xx