Jaks
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Waking up this morning the come down is a lot better than mdma, just a slight sickly feeling in my stomach.
Spent the tail end of my session reading about the neurotoxicity over on bluelight though, kinda put me off ordering it again.
Well things have done a bit of a 180 since my post before. This stuff is addictive, but I think it’s such an easy-going drug that I didn’t get the same kind of fiendishness that I would with something like coke. Still, you end up thinking “just a bit more… just a bit more”.
I had a 1g bag so decided I would just finish it all in the one day, just to be clear of it if anything. Bombed 250mg about 6pm and again at 9pm. Pupils are dilated and the jaw is clicking slightly (but not grinding). These bombs hit me really quickly, but I think that’s because I’ve only had one meal all day. I don’t feel energized at all. Again that could be the lack of food but I’m much more in the mood for watching a film etc. than getting up to dance (which is lucky I guess).
I saw some of the photos from last night, it wasn’t pretty. Someone once told I had very “honest” eyes anyway but I look seriously off next to everyone else. I think the weird thing about meph is, because I don’t get the body rushes or “melting into one” feeling that I would with mdma, then I perceive myself as being quite cogent. In reality all that smooth talking I did last night might not have been as smooth as I thought!
I’ve been a bit more spaced today as well, going about things very slowly and even forgetting what I was about to do next which is a bit disconcerting. I certainly wouldn’t binge for longer than I have.
Given all that, I absolutely recommend you only get hold of what you plan do in the given time. If you buy say 3g to last over several nights, you better hide the remainder good or it just won’t happen. Oh, and this stuff does stink by the way. I worried it was going to make me stink when I came to sweat it out, but had a bath today and it seems fine.
Well, I wanted to redose because people talked about building up tolerance very quickly and if it’s anything like MDMA then there’s no time like the first. I have absolutely no desire to do anymore now though, or anytime in the near future.
I didn’t do massive doses though which I think helped. The high tapered down gently and the lack of a come down means I’m not feeling rotten with a desire to do something about it.
Currently 11am and I’ve been up 24 hours. Don’t really feel any effects from lack of sleep (though I wouldn’t suddenly go out and play sport).
Thinking about a couple of pints later today to finish off the weekend. Given the long life of the metabolites, can anyone take a stab as to whether they think I can drink a reasonable amount?
Cheers 😀
I’ve been a bit silly and dosed again about 9am (not least because I’m around family members now, but probably only ~100mg). I think the lack of facial giveaways is what tempted me.
But for those that might have missed it, after reading this thread:
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=439578&highlight=mephedrone
Posted earlier here, it’s definitely my last for now and a while.
Long time listener, first time caller.
Thought I’d give my two pennies worth as I’ve read most of this thread and there’s some good info in between varying opinions on the stuff, (particularly from people who like it one minute and not the next). There’s many more people on here with more experience and wise advice on drugs btw so listen to them.
I ordered some online (don’t ask) after being disillusioned with a lot of stuff available to me in london (both mdma and coke are cut so many times it’s just not worth the s/e anymore). I don’t say that arrogantly, when I lived in other parts of the county things were better.
Anyways, the stuff came promptly and I bombed about 150mg prior to going to one of those meat market r’n’b clubs (friends birthday, I hold my hands up in apology). Well I have to say that it gave me such a fantastic experience, relaxed, happy and chatty without being “zoned”. I was keen to talk to people without the “boxed energy” of coke which is a bit tiresome and sketchy. I was worried the eyes or the gurning would give me away in a place like that but it was fine. Didn’t feel the need to redose while I was there and didn’t feel I particularly wanted more as others have described.
As a quick run down:
9:00pm – took 150mg mixed with cola.
9:20pm – started to feel the “spread” throughout my body, more conscious of other people
10:00pm – Very chatty, but relaxed. Not needing to get my words out but engaging with people around me. Happy to talk to strangers in a chilled manner (something I never do)
11:00pm – feeling the music, chatting to people in a very carefree manner. Slightly worried about my jaw but checking in the mirror it doesn’t seem to be a problem (had two double vodka and cokes by this stage which isn’t clever but that’s my limit).
01:00am – dancing to the music but not obsessed about it. Flirting a lot with the girls I’m around (yeah? what? sue me).
03:00am – Leave the club, ask one girl I’ve been chatting to for her number (significant because I’ve been fucked enough in the past to do that but shot myself in the foot for the same reason). Actually get it which tells me something about my state.
Got home about 4am and (thinking about what people said about first time and tolerances) thought I’d bomb about the same amount and chill. Well for whatever reason I got absolutely wrecked. My jaw is going a lot more and I’m not getting the stimulant effect so much, just the empathy/chatty side. Still feel like I could go to bed quite easily and be ok (will post an update tomorrow about the come down). But overall I like it, kinda gives me the feeling I’m looking for with none of the anxiety of other uppers. Not sure if this is what good mandy should be like but it’s ideal for me.
I’ve written this in a way that I hope the regulars will have something to say (i.e. flame me) but there’s so many posts now though I want to see if my experience is in line with what others have had. I’ve gone off pills because they started to get me fucked without being “happy” so I’m looking forward to the rest of this.
