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@tunny 384544 wrote:

hi, since bubble became popular in my area i started taking it with a few friends, we shared a gram at first then it got more and more after then, we had a gram each every weekend for a little buzz on a night out. i dont think we were addicted, we just was searching for an adrenaline rush, the maximum ive had in a night is probably around 2-3 gram. i dont know if thats a lot or not in terms of seriousness.

but overall i’ve probably had around 20 over many weeks, mostly 1 gram a week on a friday night or something.

i hate the stuff now and will not touch it, its pointless and only last awhile for a stupid price, you look like a muppet and its seen as disgusting to most people.

i see myself trying to get off it now, i dont know whether i should stop altogether or just gradually go down?

but recently, when im out, hear music, have sex, or get any form of adrenaline i sometimes get little twitches or a need to get that adrenaline from the substance again, i crave it a little, i want that to go away? or is there any way of stopping that?

and finally, does anyone know the long term effects or short term effects it can have upon me and my organs, should i go and see a doctor?

im getting a little worried about it tbh.

thanks in advanced.

Dont worry about things. If you want to get checked over by a doc then do it. Drugs creep up on you when you least expect it. When you are weak. Stay strong and if you do get weak dont beat yourself up. Address the issues that are bothering you at that time and move on with out the drugs again. A relationship with a partner that doenst allow drug taking often helps to completely eradicte drugs from peoples lives.

Thing that bothers me about mCAt etc is that it feels so good when you are on it. I always have really good ideas then the miunte i come down I feel dupped about the good time because my good ideas suddenly and immediately seem absolutly obserd/Rediculous. I tell you dont get carried away with sweet talking people because when you sober up you suddenly feel like a fool.

It is what it is. A drug to help you have an artificially good time guaranteed. You can feel like you are exhausted and cant even walk up stairs when home form work. But if at top of stairs you sniff a big line you will suddenly feel full of energy, very happy and positive and go running off to a club for dancing. And you are such a good dancer when you are on that stuff? Not!! Its your mind playing tricks on you. Sure you got entusiasm and that is often 70% of good dancing as anything carried out with Gusto and Confidence looks reasonable. Anyway you only live once. My advice is to do it for a short period once in a while and then stop once you have had a full helping of it. I think life is a balance which is hard to et right. Even things that are good for you become harmful if you have it too often. Yeah. Keep your eyes on the ball. If you come home and realise you had unprotected sex with a minger spent a fortune and lost your keys then its not a good idea to repeat exercise. If however you et back with no issues and you feel you had a good night then carry on for a bit longer.

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@SPLJunkie 390185 wrote:

I’m well confused. I just registered man, what the hell is this? XD

EDIT: To be honest, this has been my lil’ online moniker for a few years too, I’m really confused. And high. o.o

Its something to kick off with. A mind game? How it going?

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