@The Psyentist 512672 wrote:
General depression emphasized by the peer pressure of the consumerist bullshit we called xmas when everyone is brainwashed into delirious delight resulting in assuming I’m a bah humbug miserable cunt due to reasons beyond my control.
“C’mon it’s Christmas you should be happy.”
“oh piss off. I’ll be happy when it’s appropriate not just cos you want me to be.”
Lots of anxieties coming at me from all angles and just cos there’s a sale on at hmv I’m meant to forget how shitty life is right now. GRRRRR!
sorry to hear your having a tough time of it hope things get better for you. I always find Christmas a hard time for various reasons.