Wuh-ell yeah, and I’m sad, but at the*same time I’m really happy that somethin’*could make me feel that sad. It’s like,*ih ih, ih it makes me feel alive, you*know? It makes me feel human. And the*only way I could feel this sad now is*if I felt somethin’ really good before.*So I have to take the bad with the good,*so I guess what I’m feelin’ is like*a, beautiful sadness. I guess that sounds*stupid…”*