:love: why Thankyou General! *trying to be modest but secretly chuffed!! Haven’t had anyone say that for a while – since i started my current job 3 1/2 yrs ago. Ironic heh? It isn’t the lifestyle, it’s the job taking it’s toll!

Think you are right about the youthful outlook on life. I often joke that i have been ’embalmed in vodka, and preserved by chemicals’ lol!

It’s so easy to let this crazy world grind you down. But i have realised that letting off steam at parties gives me the strength, physically and mentally, to get through the rest of it! Whenever i feel i may be at the end of my raving career, I find myself having a ‘moment’ on a dancefloor, of total clarity. . . . WHY i started, WHY i am still doing it, and . . . . . WHY i can’t stop!! It happened last weekend at Epidemik, and last March at Eclipse Reunion. Both times, i hadn’t been out for a while, and was ‘lost’ mentally, confused, by life, by me, everything!
I am still reaping the inner rewards of last week :group_hug :love: