Diazepam - Hmmm and.....relax

[david0983]

Got hold of some dizepam, not too much just enough to relax too and watch a movie.

Such a mellow way of spending a nite.

[Buzz]

i wouldnt get into a habit of using it too often, you should keep for comedowns.

[david0983]

Kind of, is ;)

[Diceface]

mixing with alcohol can be Fatal believe

[david0983]

You just sit around just talking about it and taking COCAINE!

Honey, im taking COCAINE! OOOHHH OOHHHH!

[Buzz]

what are you taking about?:laugh_at::laugh_at::laugh_at::laugh_at:

[david0983]

Buzz i have no idea what that post is about??? plz clarify?

[Diceface]

cocaine = product of the devil

[Diceface]

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

[david0983]

weeeeee im on a journey

[p0ly]

congratz...

[deliriyummy]

well this is a fucking useless thread...... bumped. HAHAHA ahem

[TheLostOne]

:laugh_at::laugh_at::laugh_at:http://www.partyvibe.com/forums/customavatars/avatar32092_1.gif

[Southcaver]

yes very mellow, can't beet nitrazepam though

[david0983]

I just ate 2 10mg diazepam, feeling so nice and relaxed. Man you gotta love this shit, calms me right down :D lol probably addicted to it however not really doing much harm to anyone or anything surely. (except myself i presume lol)

[TheLostOne]

I have never done any of it, it pissis me off when I think about at, as I can imagine it being heavenly on a manky comedown. So can it be that good recreationally? More info biatches.

[Buzz]

personally i wouldnt touch any of that shit, even if it was just for comedowns.

[david0983]

I've never felt a comedown because it's not really that type of a high, its just mellow and by which time you kind of feel it's time to kick back and sleep.

Im just dreamy right now, nice and mellow. Feet are on the ground and im feeling great, pretty straight forward.
Enjoyable.

[Buzz]

i mean taking it for comedowns lol....................

[david0983]

Oh, well yes then coz thats what im doing.
Works wonders, plus you seem to get over the hangover or it masks it, one or the other.

[TheLostOne]

i mean taking it for comedowns lol....................

How do you come up with a stupid 'LOL'?

[Buzz]

How do you come up with a stupid 'LOL'?

huh?

[TheLostOne]

i mean taking it for comedowns lol....................

Actually, fuck drugs.

[TheLostOne]

I remember proper Beans. When Everyone used to do them.
http://www.pillreports.com/images/largepills/48684.jpg

[Buzz]

ooooooooooooh raaaraaa

[GiantMidget]

I remember proper Beans. When Everyone used to do them.
http://www.pillreports.com/images/largepills/48684.jpg

We sell them in the kid's sweet sections of our shops.

39p a packet. bargain.

[Buzz]

:laugh_at:

[Offyahead]

Wow, them E's are fucking amazing ^^ going round Leeds at the momment!

MDMA

[Tank Girl]

off to the quacks in the am to try and get some,

back and neck dont seem to be getting any better and need em for the muscle relaxant qualities - am still gonna try for the blue ones though :wink:

[TheLostOne]

off to the quacks in the am to try and get some,

back and neck dont seem to be getting any better and need em for the muscle relaxant qualities - am still gonna try for the blue ones though :wink:


What is the deal with getting them online? As I remember in the early 2000's there was lots of 'online pharmacies'. Is it illegal without a prescription, which I think is class c schedule 2.

[Tank Girl]

What is the deal with getting them online? As I remember in the early 2000's there was lots of 'online pharmacies'. Is it illegal without a prescription, which I think is class c schedule 2.
possession unless prescribed is I think illegal,

I'm just after a few days worth for medicinal purpose's so going to my GP

[TheLostOne]

possession unless prescribed is I think illegal,

I'm just after a few days worth for medicinal purpose's so going to my GP

But surely you just can't ask for it. I really want to get some as I think I would reap the benefits of Benzos. :cry::cry:

[1984]

But surely you just can't ask for it. I really want to get some as I think I would reap the benefits of Benzos. :cry::cry:

why would you want them?

[Tank Girl]

But surely you just can't ask for it. I really want to get some as I think I would reap the benefits of Benzos. :cry::cry:
benzos as in diazepam are prescibed for either acute anxiety or as muscle relaxants -

I was/ my car was driven into at some speed and my neck and back are kiling after 5 days of pain killers-

so I am following A&E doctors advice and going to my GP,

they often prescribe daiz for back pain as it is primarily a muscle relaxant and I just want 1 - 2 days worth so my chiropractor can actuallly work on my neck as at the mo it is in spasm... and too tight for him to manipulate as he tried,

however some people are able to get it prescribed for all sorts - sleep disorders / anxiety / paranoia / depression / aggitation / flyig etc
but doctors seem more aware of the addiction aspect as me old aunty (and other family members of people on PV) have been addicted to them and suffered dire concequences, I have seen people fit / have seizures from withdrawal so a drug - like many others to be treated with respect

[TheLostOne]

When you use them as a sleeping aid, to they wreck with time you get up, feeling tired and groggy in the morning, or do you wake up feeling refreshed and awake? Specially with Valium.

[david0983]

Got 70mg of diazepam for this weekend and start of next week, on a relaxing mode for the weekend.
Nice and chilled, relaxing steadily for this one. No more coke for me.

3 months program i've set myself, kicking in the coke and will only do it for special occasions(probably new year now, if i can stick to it)

Also been put on Escitalopram for my depression thats really kicking me right now (alot ot explain, im ex-army diagnosed with PTSD, so gonna releax and keep doing my fitness in the week and focus on that and just glide through the weekend off coke.
:) Hope it works out!
Im not gonna binge on the diazepam, just take it when the urge comes and kick back.

Good vibes from people will help me through this time, im taking this full on, gonna be tough but if i want to change my life around it's up too me.

[1984]

good luck chap

[david0983]

good luck chap

Cheers man,
Well im feeling really relaxed now no urge to go and get coke, this is good.
What im not going to do is get hooked on diazepam, this is just a short term answer, the long term answer is up too me, and only me.

:) Feeling good about myself so far, good feeling this is.

[Iacchus]

possession unless prescribed is I think illegal

technically it's not scheduled but covered by prescription laws. If police find you with it unprescribed it is very unlikely they will charge you unless you are obviously dealing it

[TheLostOne]

Cheers man,
Well im feeling really relaxed now no urge to go and get coke, this is good.
What im not going to do is get hooked on diazepam, this is just a short term answer, the long term answer is up too me, and only me.

:) Feeling good about myself so far, good feeling this is.

Where you doing coke every day?

[1984]

Cheers man,
Well im feeling really relaxed now no urge to go and get coke, this is good.
What im not going to do is get hooked on diazepam, this is just a short term answer, the long term answer is up too me, and only me.

:) Feeling good about myself so far, good feeling this is.

that sounds sensible as long as ur aware of just how addictive valium is, can be really nasty stuff so I have read. I wouldn't use it daily for weeks let alone months. When its prescribed its usually days worth as far as I understand it, to reduce addiction risks.

sorry if you already know that don't mean to preach to the choir

[david0983]

Where you doing coke every day?

Years ago yes, but that that made an impact on my mental health even now when i just do 2 grams a weekend i get all strange on it and do strange things. (the coke i used to get was fucking strong, my dealer getting caught is kind of a blessing in disguise, some really fucking strong coke)

Im addicted, even though i use it lightly compared to some people as it plays havoc on my life even if i have 1 gram in 1 weekend it messes me up for days after, it's time to quit it now!

Just woke up after a sleep and feeling really nice now, no plans to go get any coke and i just want to blend into the evening and wake up tomorrow morning without doing any.
Lets hope it works out!

[david0983]

Ok its after 9pm now and i still dont want any coke, this is such a good sign even if the diazepam is in my body.
Im eating also, when im on coke i don't eat so im feeling better already, just an hour or so until i hit the sack and all is good, but alot can happen between now and then.

[e_babes]

Class C in UK - and it just gets stopped at customs and you get a love letter.

you would need to prove that you are legally allowed to import the drug if confiscated.

I love my Roche!, Rivvies, Blues, Xanax, Lorazepam, Nitrazepam...hmm, anything ending in pam....But ive found a benzo addiction harder to kick than any other addiction

[david0983]

Class C in UK - and it just gets stopped at customs and you get a love letter.

you would need to prove that you are legally allowed to import the drug if confiscated.

I love my Roche!, Rivvies, Blues, Xanax, Lorazepam, Nitrazepam...hmm, anything ending in pam....But ive found a benzo addiction harder to kick than any other addiction

I was really into that stuff few years back, loved it but found it fairly easy to come off it due to my circumstances changeing (having a job and being able to afford coke), so there ya go.
Never tried xanax though, heard its the dog's bollox.

[e_babes]

Xanax is good, quicker and less half life than valium. The white roche 2mg are pokey and are very very good for anxiety (and for getting mashed)

[Tank Girl]

As I said I seen some horrific withdrawals from pyhsical and psychological addiction to any / all benzodiazepines, so can empathise Ebabes,

they aint touching the sides of my back pain unfortunatley even with the co codamol, should be getting a few more tomorrow but am being very careful not to rely on em and its only been 3 days - as its so easily done.... :crazy:

[Tank Girl]

When you use them as a sleeping aid, to they wreck with time you get up, feeling tired and groggy in the morning, or do you wake up feeling refreshed and awake? Specially with Valium.


diazepam isnt best to use as a sleep aid, first I'd suggest trying the over the counter stuff, relaxation techniques etc first as resorting to prescribed tablets (that can be habit forming or addictive) straight away aint healthy, but if you rather sleepers such as zopidem or zopiclone are better (some side effects such as 'hangover' or 'metalic taste' in mouth can be experienced)




Also been put on Escitalopram for my depression thats really kicking me right now (alot ot explain, im ex-army diagnosed with PTSD,

have you not been offered any psychological interventions? as medication defo can help but with long term effects isnt it prob best to try and sort the initial cause? as medication can help with symptoms but isnt the 'cause' always there in the back ground?


technically it's not scheduled but covered by prescription laws. If police find you with it unprescribed it is very unlikely they will charge you unless you are obviously dealing it

ah, cheers - as I said I wasnt really sure

Class C in UK - and it just gets stopped at customs and you get a love letter.



one good way to get a love letter :laugh_at::laugh_at:



:group_hug:group_hug

[vincentx90]

i wouldnt get into a habit of using it too often, you should keep for comedowns.

Oh brother... So true.

Granted I've been a complete head case in the past and I doubt (hope) that noone would be as stupid as me :laugh_at: but at one point I was taking between 15-30 10mg vallie blues a day. Often they were washed down with vodka or that nasty super strong cheap white cider (cider? more like alcohol mixed with water with artificial apple flavouring).

I started out trying to control my intake. I got up to 5mg twice a day. My body got used to that, physically addicted. Wasn't long before 30mg and then 60mg was no longer enough. By the end I was maintaining on 150mg a day but sometimes taking up to 300mg just for 'kicks'.

My behaviour and personality changed completely, for the worse. So, eventually, I went and confessed all to my doctor, breaking down in tears. He weaned me off, seeing me every week or 2. I was so fortunate to have an empathetic doc who was prepared to believe me and prescribe the huge quantity I needed to taper.

The detox was a very unpleasant experience. I would never go back there again. I have a small amount of diazepam on prescription but I only ever use it in emergency/crisis management. I got so ill on the detox that on two occasions I walked to the emergency department at the local hospital because I thought I was dying. I was so crazed that I still had on my pyjamas and dressing gown (underneath a coat and trousers, it was something like 2am in the morning).

However, some people think that diazepam withdraws are worse than opiate ones. No way. The opiate withdraws make the vallies seem like a walk in the park. But still, it was incredibly unpleasant and under the influence of so much of it I was a danger to myself and others. Not good times, but heck, it's part of my history and the important thing is I'm out of it now. I mean, I recovered from it and moved on, not out of it as in off my head :laugh_at:

Anyway, take heed, diazepam/benzos are not good to get hooked on unless you like the idea of becoming mentally ill with chronic agoraphobia, severe depression, paranoia and a whole host of other nasty side effects.

It's weird that all the downers (e.g. benzos, barbs and opiates) are physically addictive and psychologically addictive whereas the uppers are psychologically addictive but do not create the same physical dependence (i.e. an actual physiological change in the body that persists long after stopping the drug).

The point of this story? Exercise extreme caution! :crazy_diz
:weee:

[david0983]

WAHOO!! didn't do any coke last nite and feeling really good today, apart from my muscles aching from the gym yesterday after having a good shoulder, bicep and tricep workout!

Dave :)